fucked up

this few days r so fucked up. wad is wrong with e world now? everything has a fault with mi. proj, msn, test, pple, BF..... n i tot e most understanding one would b my bf. but instead of being e one whom i tink should understand mi e most, he is e one which dont understand mi e most. msn with pple, my fault. kena screwed by pple, my fault oso. instead of talking mi round, he made mi feel worse. when i scream, he screams back at mi. tells him some solutions to his studies, he NEVER listens. which made mi feel like im a idiot talking to a wall everytime.

im so vexed nowadays. i might not even feel like smiling any of these days.

i juz cant wait for e presentation to b OVER!!!!

dress code wise, dont blame mi if i didnt wear wad u instructed on e actual day. i simply dont hav enough money to get myself a new shirt. mayb yes. but that depends on situation. or should i say i might not b hitting e shopping malls until presentation is over. waever e reason is, i will wear something that is appropriate. not some thing sloppy definitely.

She's Done With Her Words At 12:56 AM

shocking news

been busy folding tissues e whole morn. haha. but was quite happy i go off early. off to hubby's hse for a dinner. then after that to Jurong Point to get my mama a steamboat wok. hubby will b helping mi to buy food on e day before CNY eve. haha.

reached hm n settled down for KFC. omg. fat can. then this shocking news flashed thru e tv. Idol Xu Wei Lun has passed away cos of an car accident. blood clot in her brain if im not wrong. was pronounce dead at 7plus in e evening. such a pity. a nice n pretty gal can juz b gone in a nite. this kind of sudden sadness is indescribeable.

anyway, i bought myself a shimmering eye shadow from Splash at John Little juz now. simply love e shimmer.. haha. it's late now. shall go to bed. bye all!

She's Done With Her Words At 1:21 AM

busy mi for tmr

tmr gonna start work in e morn. then at 5.40pm sharp i will make myself disappear from my counter. will b going to Jurong Point to get my mama a steamboat wok. those electrical kind. n then off to hubby's hse for dinner. tink i wont b eating in e noon tmr.

i wonder how my Valentine's Day would b like.. haha. i often imagine myself dressed up in a pretty dress n then off to mit hubby somewhere. n when i walk towards his direction, he is already holding a bouquet of roses smiling at mi. then when i reach his site, he would gif mi a peck on my lips. a romantic dinner at some restaurants followed. lots of wonderful pics captured... blablabla..........

NAH!!! i tink im tinking way too far from reality. i always tink that hubby dont know wad i wan. haiz...

off to bed now. gotta wake up early for work tmr. TATA!!

She's Done With Her Words At 1:41 AM

my heart is bursting SOON!!

i seariously nid some retail theraphy! CNY clothes, dresses, tops, bottoms.. more chill out sessions. clubbing!!!!!!!!! how long hav i not step into a club juz cos of e proj? haizz..

most prob next week i will b free. mayb i will head down to club after .NET test. then after that some shopping n then PREPARE FOR E EXAMS!!!

She's Done With Her Words At 11:22 PM

YUHOOOO!!

proj tut is CANCELLED. so that means only one e-tut at elp today. pon ten. haha. either going to hubby's hse later or somewhere in town! stil tinking...

She's Done With Her Words At 10:10 AM

long post it shall b

managed to set myself free from proj today. went to sch in e aftn for a OS practical test n DMID revision lec. waited awhile in sch before heading to town as hubby was in an interview. so left sch at bout 5pm n reached orchard at ard 5.30pm. went to find Conny for my Shiseido items then waited for hubby. guess wad. i waited for 1hour plus. first time ever! was freaking pissed oso. cos whenever i mit him, he is always late. or did he inherited my genes? cos im oso always late when miting pple. lol.

ate my lunch+dinner at Lucky Plaza. had ayam penyet. gado gado was nice. chilled at Starbucks til bout 9pm n we headed hm. freaking pissed with e taxi driver. some kind of weird attitude he has. i juz slammed e door at him n hubby tot i was angry with him. haha.

i've got so many things that i wanna buy.
- Lancome Maquicake
- Dior moist compact
- a shirt for hubby
- expenses for Chewling's celebration if it's on
- CNY clothes

cant tink of wad else i nid now. but definitely in nid of MONEY!! will b working at Isetan Scotts this coming sat n sun. frens, come find mi if u r nearby. lol. Nicklaus juz told mi that there's prob with our integration. arghz.. stupid program. why cant u juz WORK???? pissed again. i stayed back yest in sch til 7plus to finish off everything ya. haiz. Nicklaus n Alvin hav been telling us that we r e best proj mates that they ever had. haha. i shall hav no comments over here. anybody wanna know ask mi personally.

miting Xiao Ting tmr early in sch for a treat to someone. haha. then after that would b proj tut. i simply hate proj. i juz wish that ***** would juz stop requesting us to do more n more things. i stil wanna go out tmr after lesson! so, PROGRAM PLEASE WORK!!! oh ya, after this sem, it will b yr 3!!! i cant wait to grad...

To my dear Agnes,
i know u r facing some kinds of unlucky tings this few weeks. but i hope u can get thru this. yes, it's easier said than done. all of us wants to c u happy, instead of sighing over "him". wads over is over. u got to live on with ya life. u stil hav us ya? we dont wan to c u unhappy juz cos of e previous relationship u had. sorry if i mentioned anything that hurt u here. but, LIVE UR LIFE TO E FULLEST!! we r behind u! =)

n one last ting. i wanna slim down to 47kg before CNY. but, my weight is stuck between 49kg n 50kg!! why why why???!! anybody knows ways of sliming down faster n with no side effects? dont suggest exercising to mi. cos i'm forever lazy to do it. haha.

She's Done With Her Words At 12:19 AM

sorry if i really created a huge mess

finally can sit down peacefully to blog now. hav been doing e sickening proj everyday. so tiring. thanks to those who helped mi thru out.

tmr's NYP open hse. i wanted to help out in e cheerleading, however they r not in nid of pple so i dont hav to help out. haha. everyone's so busy this few days. proj, open hse, exams, test... my brain is bursting soon.

sorry to the two whom i've troubled. real sorry.

She's Done With Her Words At 9:26 PM

u r asking for a heaven. which is IMPOSSIBLE!

if u had all e time to learn jap instead of doing ur proj, then take e time to do something meaningful. LEARN HOW TO REFORMAT UR OWN COM. instead of everytime ask my bf to help u. u tink reformat a com takes juz 2 bloody mins to finish it? u tink my bf is ALWAYS free for u? hav u ever tink why he dont wan to help u reformat? it's cos u r always asking him to do a favour for e same thing everytime.

"ehh, help mi ask ur bf help mi reformat leh.."

"ehh, ask ur bf to help mi set e wad wad wad leh.."

"ehh, help mi ask ur bf leh.."

everytime is bout ur bloody com. help this n help that but nth from u in e end. not even a THANK U. he come my hse everytime oso hav to buy food to please u? n e way u tell mi is like "ur bf hor, oso dont know how to buy food come. knowing that at night i will b hungry." fuck la hor. u tink he's ur maid? mind u, HE IS NOT. u hav legs n hands. why dont u go n buy urself?

e other time he helped u to reformat ur bloody com to get rid of dont know wad kuku virus, n u said u didnt ask him to reformat it thats why u dont owe him a THANK U. please la. pple help u get scolded. pple dont help u oso get scolded. wad's more u wan? u can even tell mi that time when U URSELF get rid of e virus n not my bf. since u r so clever that u can get rid of that virus that u created, why dont u go n learn how to reformat ur com n do it urself? e attitude u r asking for a favour is oso not rite. u sounds more like a boss wanting his sabordinate to gif him a good piece of work. please. u r not e boss ok. dont talk as if u r e BIGGEST.

tell u wad. from this very moment onwards, MY BF IS NOT GOING TO HELP U WITH THAT COM ANYMORE! if u r that great, DO IT URSELF.

She's Done With Her Words At 7:55 PM

proj proj proj!!!

im going crazy over proj. many of my classmates too. esp those in J2EE. haiz. but wad to do. stil got to get over it asap.

stayed back in sch today to finish up all my functions. yes. ALL. n i did it! with e help from Nicklaus, May, Harmon n Syazwan. many thanks!! esp to my dear leader, NICKLAUS!! haha.

yes!! i wont b in e failure name list. HENG AH!!!!!

juz reformatted my com few days ago. now VB2003 is working BUT my other programs is giving mi prob. haizzz. nvm, hubby shall settle it for mi. haha.

yeah!! hubby will b free from work soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She's Done With Her Words At 11:53 PM

updates

47 47 47 47 47 47 47 47


haha. im too engrossed with e figure 47. desperately wanted to slim down to 47kg. haha.

well, here r some of e photos taken on Vivianne's n Jimmy's wedding...








taken by little Ryan




e Groom gets to kiss e Bride after a torture by e jiemeis!!


e elder sis sang for e newly couple


torture time by e elder sis this time round!!

im looking forward to high tea session with cl n agnes. once i got my pay, we find a date ya??!! LOL.

She's Done With Her Words At 9:39 PM

i tink im still fat

thou Chewling said im ok already, but i still tink im fat.

weighed myself this morn n i've got a 51 mark on e weighing machine. why not 50????!!!! enuff of my nagging saying that im fat! mayb i should b happy instead. tinking back of e sec sch days. i rem my best weight taken was 51kg n my worst weight taken was 56kg. mayb i should tell myself that i can actually weigh 51kg now is an achievement!! lol.

im gonna cont my dieting plan. till i c a 47kg!!!!

She's Done With Her Words At 11:04 AM

riddiculous way of asking

received an sms in e aftn from my ex colleague at YLP. this is e content.

"hey, my bday coming liao leh. any presents for mi? sorry ah, i very thick skin one."

dont u tink this person is way too BHB to ask for a bday present in this manner? funny rite? if i wanna gif, i will gif. wad for pestering mi for a present? i bet most of u hate it too. i juz replied with a "lol". then wad i got back was......

"huh.. laugh only ah? no present ah? so sad..."

please la. im being good by replying with a "lol" ok. so i tot mayb i dont reply this sms, she wont bother anymore. but... few hours later she sent this......

"hmm..."

wad e fuck is wrong with her man? juz dont b BHB can? where e hell would pple ask for bday present in this way? arghzzz

She's Done With Her Words At 10:18 PM

Dear Vivianne's wedding

yest was a busy day for mi thou im not e bride.

stayed overnight at hubby's hse e night b4 yest. help out with certain stuffs n understand wad i nid to do on e actual day itself.

on e actual day, woke up in e early morn n get prepared b4 Vivianne's make up artise come for do her face. then it's time to GUARD THE DOORS!!!! haha. e groom arrived at ard 9.30am. we only hav half an hour to tease e groom as e 'ban niang' is hurrying us. so we had a few questions for e groom to ans. n certain hardcore drinks for him. e bros help a little.

next up, he had to do pole dance!! it's Vivianne's sis's request. super funny can. after that, then he is allowed to c e bride. then we proceed to e groom's hse to hav tea ceremony. ate a little over there b4 heading back hm for another tea ceremony. took some photos n e newly couples head to e hotel for a rest first. e time is so rush that i didnt nap for awhile. immediately after all e relatives went hm, i went to bath n get prepared to go to the hotel for set up. 7.30pm, pple started to come in n register themselves. then e wedding dinner started. i can say that Vivianne's wedding is not like those traditional dinner. it's so modern!! i like it. oh ya, e 'movie' was done by mi n hubby. haha.

got alot more things happened but i dont know how to write it here. far too many tings!! happy for Vivianne n Jing Ming. take care ya!!!

anyway, some pple dont understand why i dont hav e time to do proj yest. but nvm, i dont c e nid to explain to u guys. wait til u hav to help out in such n event then u WILL understand. hubby is at my hse now to troubleshoot VB2003. then, i can get to START my proj.

She's Done With Her Words At 11:17 AM

hair make over

went over to Joyce's salon for hairdo yest. super excited. reached there bout 12plus but her salon not open yet. so 'we' went to hav a bite first. haha. i did my colouring n treatment while Maureen did her rebonding n colouring. super cheap.. haha. i love my new hair colour now. hubby loves it too. Maureen's hair is much better le.

next up is to Bugis to do my nails. but before that bought a corochan for mi n a cheese stick for Maureen while walking over. it's like 6hours after my first bite in e morn then i get to eat my corochan?? haha.

wait n wait before i get to sit down n hav my manicure. it's french manicure with glittering tip. i love it. but gotta take care of it. haha. Maureen gotten a off shoulder shirt too. haha. both of us went hm after that as we r super tired.

my VB is giving mi probs................... fuck......

shall uplaod e pics soon..

She's Done With Her Words At 9:48 PM

sch reopen

first day of sch after 2 weeks break. only one lab lesson n optional remedial class. turned up for lab lesson but didnt go for e remedial. mit hubby up n off we went to e office to submit my timesheet first. after that off to Tian Tian Xiao Chu to hav steamboat. was craving for some soup for lunch. haha.

was at Taka Sq to look at e bags. sales again. i've bought one. haha. it looks like this.....



off to Isetan Scotts for some chit chatting n went hm while hubby go to sch.

thats all for today...

She's Done With Her Words At 9:24 PM